Love Is Curse

I have a love. First meet, love is very sweet to us both. We love in message by telephone. Usual in the present technological era. We keep our love properly. A lot of sweet and bitter memories we have experienced.

My favourite memorable is when I'm at school. I still remember the first time, in the class in which time the morning under a fan that is spinning. I was at his side in the cold. Suddenly something happened and felt like I was in heaven. She holding my hand and said "my hands are cold?". I was stunned for a while and did not know what happened. I feel like time has frozen for a while. That first time I touched the hand of a woman who is very, very cute. I feel very lucky to get a very cute girlfriend. Since that day, I'm always reminded of that day.

Day of the day, our love getting smaller. But for love, I would be creative in loving someone. I know, sometimes we have small fight. I tried many ways and the exchange of a promise to live together forever. She told me that she wanted to marry me and have my child. Although sometimes I think that it is impossible for me to remained with her until marriage because that time is too long, but our relations have been turbulent in the first year.

The first 6-8 months of our relationship is very beautiful. I said sincerely from the bottom of my heart that I truly love him. Direct nothing could separate us. But our relationship is not that simple. Various obstacles we had to go through.

One day, we fight and he told me a secret that she never told anyone. The secret is very painful for me to accept. I cried for three days immediately heard her voice. I can not resist the extremely choked. She is pleased if I want to leave her because of lack of it. That time we have a lot of cries. That does not make me hate him, but made me more caring, more loving to her. A week after the incident but I still cry a little sparse.

The sad story has ended. After a year of dating such as dating for 5 years. I'm tired of busy sending messages to each other and we always fight. We even fought a prolonged, but I still can not accept that he wants to break up a relationship with me. I cry and get her back. We break and resume our relationship over and over again because I can not split up with her and she still loves me.

Now, we still couple but is not romantic as ever. Also because she is so often asked for "break up" I have learned to live with itself apart with it. Although sometimes missing him a lot. But I just can familiarize themselves with the "break up close" only. (PS: Break up close- has no such relationship, but the heart still holds still couple.) Although we rarely just to make peace, but we're still waiting for the faithful day where we will be united. Maybe she will not wait for that day but I will still remember it forever. I hope we can be together forever until the end of life. To her knowledge, I still really hard-dead loving her.

In love, too much suffering to be passed. Anyone who is trapped in love, hard to find a cure. Love is dangerous because there are people who die because of love. My free advice, don't try with love the early age because they will destroy your future. Love very sweet at the very beginning, and ends with pain.