This Is My New World

Selepas kehilangan orang yang saya "sangka" saya sayang sangat2, saya dapat penggantinya iaitu orang yang banyak menolong saya tuk melupakannya iaitu 'F' atau kadang2 saya memanggilnya dengan nama 'I'. Saya pon x sangka! Jika dia bahagia dengan saya, alhamdulillah, itu ganjaran baik yang dia dapat sebab tolong saya. Saya pun turut menyayanginya sebab dia pun special tau, dia unik. Tak pernah lagi saya jumpa orang macam dia. Xtau laa serasi atau tidak dengan saya tapi saya suka. Tapi 'F' or 'I', dulu saya cuba menyayangi seseorang dengan mengonkongnya, akhirnya dia tinggalkan saya. Sekarang dengan awak, kalau boleh saya nak hubungan yang bebas. 'F' bebas dengan hidup 'F', saya bebas dengan hidup saya tetapi awak masih milik saya. Jika dengan cara 'relationship' macam nie pun wanita masih tinggalkan saya. OK, FINE! I WILL BE A PLAYBOY! Saya suka awak 'F' tapi perasaan janggal masih ada apabila bersama awak. Xtau laa perasaan apa itu. Maybe (bkn Maybank) sebab 'our relationship' masih terlalu awal. "Gue nggak tau sih!" haha.

Kawan Makan Kawan !!

Aku ada seorang kawan dan kawan aku itu boleh dikategorikan sebagai kawan baik. Kami selalu bersama kemana saja kami pergi. Saya juga suka melawak bersamanya kerana dia seorang yang lucu (nak muntah rasa!!). Tetapi baru-baru ini sesuatu peristiwa yang amat menakutkan berlaku menyebabkan perhubungan kami terputus untuk selamanya !

Ia bermula pada suatu hari, hari itu berlangsungnya peperiksaan di sekolah saya. Tempat saya adalah di belakang kelas. Kerana tidak membaca pada malam sebelum peperiksaan itu, saya tidak dapat menjawab soalan yang diberikan jadi apabila peperiksaan kedua di teruskan, saya menukar posisi saya ke depan kerana kawan saya yang pandai berada di bahagian depan kelas. Saya duduk di belakang kawan saya itu untuk meniru dan tanpa saya sedari, saya berada di tepi seorang perempuan yang langsung tak cantik, muka berbintik-bintik dan sombong, malahan dia seorang anak bongsu (saya anti-anak bongsu).

Keesokan harinya, saya berada di tepi perempuan itu lagi tetapi pada hari itu perempuan itu ada beritahu bahawa teman lelakinya tidak suka saya duduk di situ. Teman lelaki perempuan itu adalah kawan baik saya. Saya tidak menyangka apa-apa pada mulanya namun pada masa rehat, teman lelaki perempuan itu datang kepada saya dan bergurau melebihi batas dengan saya sehingga menyakitkan fizikal dan hati saya. Namun kerana masih menganggap dia kawan baik saya, saya masih tidak menyangka apa-apa.

Selepas habis peperiksaan kedua, tibalah masa untuk pulang ke rumah namun garaj motor masih lagi tidak dibuka jadi saya menunggu di dalam kelas. Tiba-tiba kawan baik saya datang ke kelas saya untuk berjumpa dengan teman wanitanya. Selepas beberapa minit dia datang ke arah saya dan menumbuk saya di kepala dan di perut dan berkata "geram weiii!!". Selepas itu saya terus senyap kerana terkejut dan amat marah dengan perlakuan itu.

Sejak hari itu, saya tidak menganggap dia kawan baik saya lagi. Selepas menceritakan perkara itu kepada kawan saya yang lain, kawan saya yang lain memberitahu yang dia pernah menumbuk beberapa orang sebelum ini juga kerana dengki yang melampau! Dengki di tahap bodoh! Dia tidak sedar bahawa dia seorang yang hodoh, hitam legam, miskin, dan perangai pula jahat. Dia sudah buta dengan cinta hingga sudah lupa semuanya. Saya masih ingat, 3 hari sebelum perkara itu terjadi, saya bergambar dan bersuka ria dengannya. saya berasa sangat menyesal dan memadam semua gambarnya dalam 'handphone' saya. Dulu semasa mula2 mengorat teman wanitanya, sayalah yang menjadi rujukan untuk ayat2 yang kemas dalam mengejas namun semua itu sudah tudak bermakna apabila dia mabuk cinta.

Saya juga di khabarkan dia sering membawa teman wanitanya merata-rata tempat dengan motosikal tanpa segan silu.

Saya hilang seorang kawan sebab cinta!! NAK BERCINTA POM AGAK2 LAR!

KALAU BREAK DGN KEKASIH, KWN MASIH ADER!! KALAU BREAK DGN KAWAN KITA AKAN MERANA !!!

Love Quotes

It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.
- Alfred Lord Tennyson

Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows out the candle and blows up the bonfire.....
- François de La Rouchefoucauld

As powerful as the blade, and as gentle as the mist,
The beginning and end of all that is.
- Ghost

Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love.
- Charlie Brown in "Peanuts", Charles M. Schulz (1922-2000)

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.
- Woody Allen

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.
- Plato

Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.
- Wizard of Oz

If music be the food of love, play on...
- William Shakespeare (1564-1616)

If you want to be loved, love and be lovable.
- Benjamin Franklin (1706-1790)

If you have it (love), you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
- Sir James M. Barrie

Love doesn't make the world go round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
- Franklin P. Jones

Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
- Robert Frost

Love is a slippery eel that bites like hell.
- Bertrand Russell

There is no remedy for love than to love more.
- Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862)

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G. K. Chesterton

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.
- Anais Nin

The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can never end.
- Benjamin Disraeli (1804-1881)

Love Is Curse

I have a love. First meet, love is very sweet to us both. We love in message by telephone. Usual in the present technological era. We keep our love properly. A lot of sweet and bitter memories we have experienced.

My favourite memorable is when I'm at school. I still remember the first time, in the class in which time the morning under a fan that is spinning. I was at his side in the cold. Suddenly something happened and felt like I was in heaven. She holding my hand and said "my hands are cold?". I was stunned for a while and did not know what happened. I feel like time has frozen for a while. That first time I touched the hand of a woman who is very, very cute. I feel very lucky to get a very cute girlfriend. Since that day, I'm always reminded of that day.

Day of the day, our love getting smaller. But for love, I would be creative in loving someone. I know, sometimes we have small fight. I tried many ways and the exchange of a promise to live together forever. She told me that she wanted to marry me and have my child. Although sometimes I think that it is impossible for me to remained with her until marriage because that time is too long, but our relations have been turbulent in the first year.

The first 6-8 months of our relationship is very beautiful. I said sincerely from the bottom of my heart that I truly love him. Direct nothing could separate us. But our relationship is not that simple. Various obstacles we had to go through.

One day, we fight and he told me a secret that she never told anyone. The secret is very painful for me to accept. I cried for three days immediately heard her voice. I can not resist the extremely choked. She is pleased if I want to leave her because of lack of it. That time we have a lot of cries. That does not make me hate him, but made me more caring, more loving to her. A week after the incident but I still cry a little sparse.

The sad story has ended. After a year of dating such as dating for 5 years. I'm tired of busy sending messages to each other and we always fight. We even fought a prolonged, but I still can not accept that he wants to break up a relationship with me. I cry and get her back. We break and resume our relationship over and over again because I can not split up with her and she still loves me.

Now, we still couple but is not romantic as ever. Also because she is so often asked for "break up" I have learned to live with itself apart with it. Although sometimes missing him a lot. But I just can familiarize themselves with the "break up close" only. (PS: Break up close- has no such relationship, but the heart still holds still couple.) Although we rarely just to make peace, but we're still waiting for the faithful day where we will be united. Maybe she will not wait for that day but I will still remember it forever. I hope we can be together forever until the end of life. To her knowledge, I still really hard-dead loving her.

In love, too much suffering to be passed. Anyone who is trapped in love, hard to find a cure. Love is dangerous because there are people who die because of love. My free advice, don't try with love the early age because they will destroy your future. Love very sweet at the very beginning, and ends with pain.

THE FATE OF COUPLES IN THE FORM 6

Our service, such as drug addicts. Whatever we do in view of the teacher is wrong. I have no power to say "no." So when my teacher called me into his room to advise what I did not do, I just keep quiet. I would be rude to say anyway.

I know my story will not run out of episodes this year. My story will continue into next year in which the teacher would be more suspicious to me. I am not satisfied with the attitude of the teachers a pretender. What I am unhappy is when sitting close to our own loved it to be a big mistake for the teachers but not for those who sat near the female friend.

What I want to say not want to fight the teachers but teachers have been misunderstanding what he saw. There is a complaint saying I hold hands with my girlfriend at the time when my teacher saw it, I can not even hold his hand. My love just holding my sleeve batik which I have had my hands hide the clothes. Precisely, I'm does not even hold my hand at all and I was reprimanded and I'm got a warning for something I did not do (I got shame too).

Not only that the story of "Misunderstanding Teacher." I can explain in detail those who made the complaint is a misunderstanding. I also do not think that my favorite teacher had also lodged a complaint that I have held the hands of my lover, but actually it was just a misunderstanding. I'm sure I know who my favorite teacher was a misunderstanding because I knew at that time teacher in the way to the teacher's room. At that time me and my girlfriend just took the form five art projects. So I help to take my beloved painting project to be returned to him. When the teacher walk through my classroom, I also gave the project to my lover. Freeze! That time the teacher was through my classroom and "LOOK LIKE" I was holding my girlfriend's hand. My theory says that teachers is favoritism can strengthen when before teachers know I'm couple with my classmates, made no complaint when I sat close to my girlfriend.

What making I want to be more angry, all the allegations in the drive to me but I have friends who hold hands in the open class. Greater than charges made to me. So, what I write is not to say anyone. If anyone feels, I apologize to him. I only tell about my heart feeling.

Finally, in this world there are many different temperaments. There are offensive and some are not. So, no matter what, I do not care even if the matter can make a my world of love at all times to shake and almost destroyed.

I"M JUST WANT ENJOY MY LIFE AND MAKE MY LIFE GOODS IN THE WORLD AND WORLD AFTERLIFE.

ALHAMDULILLAH ( Malay-English Version )

Rap 1:
Thinking outside the window. Admire the greatness of God. I evaluate things from a different angle. Not only played enough to feel comfortable. Want to be able to purchase a property of the universe. Partying into the morning, bottle lying. Not just the young lovers hold hands. Property and the party does not desire permanent. If not by the parents that make the supply. And this poem is not the misinterpretation. Not preaching, just correct yourself anytime. Want the perfect life, the asset value of millions, of women change each other, smiled and died old. The gift of talent is not used. Do not reject the grace given free. Advantage to use the common facilities. But keep the name. Full live theater and drama. Have filled some thin, some crooked, some straight, not all genuine. Is perfect, so blind only if the already rich. Start with the small house of brick, can be lost in the blink of an eye. Magnify alhamdulillah. Not difficult because of the rich will allahuakbar.

Rap 2:
I give the military fisabilillah shown in word please guide me. Who knows when, crossing arrived. Life is full of obstacles must be my face on it. Please do not forget it when I pleased, and start looking for you at the moment faces. My man just full of mistakes, persevere when the obstacles, thorns and thorn trial. Strong when the try. Fear of the powers available to women. Always lobby in mind, the pursued and asked, from the time of start to end. I understand who is with me without you. Why use the position of the position. This poem is only temporary. Piece written and whispers in the breasts. For the truth, fulfill orders, the promise of the recommendations. Alhamdulillah the bounty provision, hope that does not lobby on this trip.

Rap 3:
I look at the subconscious. Look for substances which he said the secret is hidden. I saw, natural covering. Exist to participate, then I move the world into the eyes. I am pure, I understand, all that happens the sky and the earth. Initially there is no fantasy. Strange and true, qoda and qodar. You give me strength so I can avoid the error. You do not let the lust of the eyes of my sprained majazi this. I despised the ugly again, it never misses. Hope of light and song, not blind my eyes. May I also promises to fulfill. Hope I can stop stab from behind. The same sharp tongue with a knife, I would not worry about unexpected way. I do anything, I agreed. 7, 8, 6 alhamdulillah thanks.

Eid Celebration. . .

The night of eid, I was really happy. Many thing I want to do that night. First I want to walk around my village and see how gaily celebration of eid. My neighbourhood was full by gaily and laugh of child who play with firework. When hours away, I back home, get my cracker and start the war with neigbouring village. Non-stop fire craker throwing in my village but I dont give up. I reply that cracker with extreme sound cracker name "Mercun Bola" and "Mercun Botol". When midnight upcoming, I ride my motocycle, start to event "Out Midnight". Out Midnight is one well activities can be do it when eid night only. My watch show that 1 o'clock already, I was ride my motorcycle go to my friend house, just to see not to stay here. While I go to my friend home, I through and just see my girlfriend home. Hehe.. After that, I was back home because I feel so sleepy. I sleep at 4 o'clock. Tomorrow, I wake up at 8 o'clock when my mother angry at me and invite to mosque. But I sleep again and wake up when 10 o'clock. I go to bath fastly and make up dress. When I prepared to go to my uncle home, my family was back home and scolded by my mother again. But what happened in that day, I was really happy. After that, I go to celebrate in my another uncle and fulled my stomach with eid biscuits. After that, I go to my another uncle and I see a delicious dishes and I eat again until I want to vomit. I back home and sleep until afternoon. I did not have chance to see my grandmother cause my dad don't waking up me while want to go there. I was really upset. I wake up and bathing severely. I was ready to go another home with my family. Night upcoming, my family won't go to another home and I want to start what I want make at first eid night. When finished event that night, I back home and sleep. Tomorrow day, I my celebrate spirit was decrease. I just go to a few friend's home. I eat, and eat and eat again until fulled my stomach. When fulled, I sleep at home. At night, I make the same thing like first night. But the tomorrow day, I feel the eid spirit was low. I feel really sad because I must wait one year to celebrate first day eid again. My eid was not too gaily like my era of children eid.